it breaks my heart listening to ava call to my mom "help mom!" while crying when my dad changes her diaper because to think of it its basicly her saying help! because my mom was preparing her daily shot and i guess ava saw it. if i could i would save that baby from all this. its for her health though.
i bet its pretty rare a baby comes along with ALL these diagnosis's. its also pretty rare that a toddler comes along that needs a daily shot. you guessed it; its Ava. <3

everythings a mess!!

well ava is out of the hospital. has been for only one day. nobody knows whats going to happen next. not only does she have laryngomalacia and midocondreal disease, she also has growth hormone difiency. i swear, i cant keep up with all this!!!! i hope nothing happens to my mom because she is the only one that can take care of ava and knows about all of her stuff.
everyday, ava has to have a shot in her leg and around three or four times a day we have to test her blood sugar, poor ava, she has alot going on!!!!! As long as she knows we all love her, which we do!!!!! why wouldn't we?? she is adorable and just sooo innocent. you can tell she is brave just by the way she acts.

i just got done eating dinner: salisbury stake and mashed potatoes.  my ankle is still sprained. it hurts like crap too.  my uncomfurtible air cast, i took iff for a little while about a hour ago because it feels like its crushing my bone and seems to be causing more pain than its suppose to be relieving.

i am missin drue. we broke up around a month ago and i just cant get over him. he stole a piece of my heart.